Then, last night, I saw some TV series entitled Shinsengumi. It was about that Japanese polices during late Edo Shogunate, especially about the life of Kondou Isami. It was interesting. What could be learned from those TV series were about the loyalty to the country. But, even though there some things that I couldn't agree from Kondou Isami. I think he is an interesting figure that we all can learn from him.

Finally, I learned a bit about Japanese history and it was quite interesting. However, Japan made a strong impact to Indonesia during World War II. I can say, I hate Japan a bit during that period but I am here trying hard to learn from the past then trying to love Japan culture (not his pop culture) wholeheartedly.

Okay, I myself don't like to say about our conditions this and that. If human is limited by those conditions, just say that people think their business first then after that, they think about others. What I consider is that if we have fulfilled our needs in certain level, we of course can help others, that's what I think. I know it is wrong, but, I will keep struggling to contemplate. Saying that we treat others as the main priority in our life is a bit hypocrite. Let's think.

Is there a fixed answer or the generalization or even a unified stand of all people about who should we think first. I admit that I am still selfish and still think about my problems first before helping others. Ah...let's change to another topic, it is too sensitive.